Friday, January 29, 2010
okay haha again it has been a really long time since i last blogged, and like i guess i really can't remember much of what has been going on already haha :/ prob nothing much also lah anw, i mean like when i'm working, how often do i actually get to go out there and do fun and nice stuff with friends? haha okays so i guess i only remember eating dinner with ducky at chicken hotpot, hanging out with shing last thurs and fri, class girls dinner just now, brown, astar and dsta interviews, afternoon out with shing last saturday and sunday, lunch with shing ytd and today, picnic last monday evening, and yupp i can't remember the rest alr sigh oops. ): and i'll blog about all these when i'm free-er yayy ((: must must blog so i can remember yayy all the great memories ((:
and well although i could easily list loads of reasons why my life sucks right now, e.g. workplace issues omg so fan srsly, but i have a lot of nice things to be happy for yayy ((: ok must must must vent about the horrid stuff first grrrrr ): first of all, my workplace sucks because i have such horrible colleagues. female colleagues to be exact ): it's so not like school, where my girlfriends are all so nice and we can actually be really close and have so much to talk about (: in the office, the females there are mostly bitches. the number of nice and non-bitchy females there is so small i can count them using my fingers. ok shall count now. and omggg grand total of: 6 non-bitchy females. :O the rest are... well, bitches. D: e.g., some of them keep throwing me bitchy looks :O for what reason i have no idea, and yeah well i may be blur and stuff and some people may just think i'm being hypersensitive as usual or what, but well i can sense such things lorh, and i sense that they are just being plain bitchy and hostile, like hello?
just because you all are old and bitter about life, doesn't mean you have to stare at me like that all the time when you walk past my desk?
you also (refering to a different colleague now), just because you are fat, doesn't mean you have to give me that withering look everytime you walk past my desk cos i am slim and have a nice figure and you know it, while your stupid butt just freaking wobbles when you walk?!
And you, you freaking indon bitch, also don't have to freaking march up to me and scream about why your leave is being deducted? like hello, if you have a good reason for being late then please mention it so i won't take it as being late without excuse and then you can keep your half a day leave -.- and hello to you the same freaking indon bitch also, i might have accidentally deducted your 17.5 days leave but i cancelled the change alr hello, and if you didn't manage to get your leave back, it was because of a system error ok. SYSTEM ERROR understand. it's not my freaking fault, understand, it's cos the system didn't cancel the change immediately, so you can be patient and wait a while more and don't have to freaking look like you wanna eat me, and go like "ni3 zhe4 shi4 shen3 me4 yi4 si4!" haha omg you're so unimportant in my life anw, would i have any intentions pertaining to you?! :O
and yeahh ok see these females are so bitchy and there are only a few nice ones i can talk to, and ok la at least those few are really nice so yayy (: glad to be able to have female friends here at least (: and ok so since the females are so horrid i end up being friendlier to the guy colleagues. and omg at first i thought i found a nice guy friend to talk to, and i thot he was just being nice to the new person here, but then he asks me out for lunch and asks for my number, emails and drops random smses frequently and even offers to reschedule his
business trip so he can have
lunch with me when i am finally free next next week :O and this is where i start getting freaked out omg cos he is like almost 40 and still single?! where do all these workplace absurdities end omg?! i can't talk to most girls and now i can't talk too much to guys too or else such things will happen :O omg just like li jie put it during class girls' dinner just now, I am really in quite a difficult place to work in :O like, ok so what am i to do omg :O it's no wonder i feel so unhappy here right?!
omg why can't office be like school omg :/ and given the sort of environment i am in now, obviously i prefer being with my friends and hanging out, rather than working omg, but like leave is a prob here ): cos i can't go on leave too often without deserting my work in the office and stuff and omggg my supervisor has to leave at this time and i have to like take over her stuff and also help orientate the new person when she arrives? like omg, all these happens when i really really want to take leave to spend more time with important people :O what's wrong with my life man omg :O
omg and that is why i am still glad for the important things that brighten up my life now at least (: like my lunches with shing yayy ((: don't know if you'll see this la haha, but you're the best lah omg ((: pop down to my ulu office to have lunch with me and then hang around 4 hours till i knock off ((: it's the things like these that make my day really omg ((: like, omg it really keeps me going when i know i can see my cutie and whine and rant about work after i knock off ((: yayy (: makes my life so much better yayy (((: and like, things are always so much simpler when it comes to both of us ((: just you and me and nothing else yayy ((: and like, no complexities involved cos we both understand each other so well and you know how i think, but you don't act like you know everything about the way i think and feel and yayy that's the way i like it man (: omg it's really such a blessing la, so glad i have you yayy ((((:
and stuff like gatherings and meeting up with friends makes me super happy too ((: like, omg, can literally feel the endorphins gushing through my blood ahaha xD like 413 gathering and 6W girls gathering and ducky chicky outings! ((: it sure feels nice being back among my group of friendly girl friends ohmygoodness ((: and love catching up with you all and reliving the old times omg it feels so warm and happy yayy ((: it's the stuff like these i always look forward to as well yayy and they really make my week ((: and yayy so happy haha class girls gathering will be once a month yayy ((: it's to ensure we'll always remain close and not lose contact with each other omg yayy rocks la ((: it's like just really so nice to chat and, ok la gossip a bit oops, and have little heart-to-heart sessions with each other ((:
love thinking of nice foood too heh oops ((: like, fantasizing about what type of food to eat when i'm feeling bored at work (: hehe i have just added curly fries to my list (:
ah omg so late already omg ): kayys i shall blog about all those stuff i mentioned another time! (: byeee :D
